Conversations For Transformation

Essays By Laurence Platt

Inspired By The Ideas Of Werner Erhard

And More



Half Life

Napa Union High School Auditorium, Napa, California, USA

March 3, 2007



This essay, Half Life, is the sixth in an open group Encounters With A Friend:
  1. Showing Up
  2. Poet Laureate
  3. A Man In The Crowd
  4. Real Men Cry
  5. A Different Set Of Rules
  6. Half Life
  7. Waiting On You
  8. Erotica On Schedule
  9. A House On Franklin Street
  10. NeXT
  11. Reflection On A Window
so far, in that order.


"Distinctions have a short half life, and need to be recreated from time to time."   



I told him I notice how I'm sometimes averse to making distinctions. I notice how I would rather have the story. I notice how when I get distinction, I'm in a space of no problems. I notice how I have to keep on creating and creating and creating distinctions again and again and again if I want them to endure. By themselves they seem to have no longevity.
Werner's response jolted me back to realizing something I already knew yet didn't want to face full on.

Transformation isn't easy. If it were, the whole world would be transformed by now. What I was looking for was a way for my work transforming my life to end. I wanted to get to a place where transformation was permanently established  after which no more work was required. I wanted to get it written in stone. I wanted to get it and keep it forever.

He said "Distinctions have a short half life, and need to be recreated from time to time.".

His response more than interested me, more than got my attention. It woke me up. I didn't hear what he said as if he was coaching  me or as if he was advising me. Rather, I heard what he said as if he was confirming what was already true for me in my experience.

I love the way he made his point referencing nuclear physics and radioactive isotopes. The time taken for its radioactivity to drop by half is the half life  of an isotope. I love the way he related distinctions  to isotopes  saying distinctions also have a half life ie their power to bring forth creativity and freshness drops off over time, hence their need to be recreated from time to time.

But I've always known that about him: he's not only the transformer - he's also a physicist.



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