In the ordinary course of events, in a world which does
business as
usual
most of if not all of the time, it's hidden from who you are, from
who you're being. You're unaware of it. It's the who you're
being which you don't know. And it's not merely that you
don't know this who you're being. It's worse than that. It's
that you don't know that you don't know this who you're
being.
This who you're being isn't located in what
you know. Rather, it's located in how you've strung
together what you know. It's not what you know. It's how you
hold everything you know - and you don't know
how you hold everything you know, and you don't know that you don't
know how you hold everything you know.
It's your epistemology: not what you know,
but rather how you hold everything you know. It's a
slippery distinction at best, an
inconceivable one at worst.
Definition
epistemology
noun
the part of philosophy that is about the study of how we know things
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Notice how slippery even the dictionary definition of
epistemology is. Notice the dictionary definition includes
the non-specific, vague terms "part", "philosophy",
"about", "study", followed by "how we know
things".
I'd go for this slippery dictionary definition a little
more if we could exchange "how we know things" with "how
we hold the things we know".
That feeling you always have? That thing
you've got going on in the background (which you don't know that you
don't know you've got going on in the background) which
jabs you and tells you
"Something's wrong!
Something's wrong!"?
The power of that thing, the power of that
"something's wrong"
doesn't come from anything you
know. The power of that
"something's wrong"
comes from the prejudice of
epistemology ie
"something's wrong"
is inherent in, is embedded in the way you've organized
everything you know.
Processes in Werner's work of transformation are designed to give you a
sense of what an "originating incident" is.
Originating incidents are incidents which occurred in the
past, around and during which you made decisions which shaped your
epistemology and therefore shaped your view of
life subconsciously ever since.
It's always there. Even though hidden, even though forgotten, it's
always shaping, always bending, always molding, always skewing your
life. Forgetting it's there is what Werner distinguishes as not
what you know but rather what shapes what
you know and therefore what shapes the way you think. It's as
unique as your fingerprint, as specific as the pattern in your iris, as
personal as the configuration of the taste buds on your tongue. Yet you
just can't see it. You've forgotten it's there.
You could define transforming your life as being
synonymous with becoming senior to your particular
epistemology.